failed at last

Fri, 10 Mar 2006 02:18:42 GMT

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WHAT MOVIE ARE YOU ?? (4 GIRLS)

Secret Window
Your cryptic, yet that's what makes you intriguing. You have a mixed personality and your always up for adventure.

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...what else would i get?

Thu, 09 Mar 2006 07:20:27 GMT

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GOTH, PUNK, EMO, METAL HEAD, SCREAMO, POSER, WHICH 1 ARE YOU???

EMO, go cry somewhere, your taking up space
How many emo kids does it take to screw in a light bulb? None, they'd rather sit in the dark and cry. Bet you heard that one before... Darkness is the only light suicide the way, if you don't like life, tuff, deal with it and try to make the best of it, if not then kill yourself already and stop complaining

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i'm so sick

Thu, 09 Mar 2006 06:52:38 GMT

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Do you smile because you are happy or because you don't want people to know that you are hurting?

You hide behind a smile!!
You put on a mask because you are so broken and you don't know what people will think. You like to be someone differen't around other people because it gives you a chance to escape you pain. When you get the chance to be alone you burst into the same broken cries that you are always dealing with. You want to be okay more then anything!! Her feelings she hides, her dreams she can't find, she's falling behind, she can't find her place, she's looseinf her faith, she's all over the place. That is how you feel alot of the time.

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jinkies

Tue, 07 Mar 2006 05:52:40 GMT

life is dull. expecially if all you do is stay up all night taking little quizzes. late. i am going to BED!

Tue, 07 Mar 2006 05:42:26 GMT

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What color rose do you resemble?

Black Rose
Basically your rose resemebles Death and Farewell..You have an attraction to dark colors and you seem to keep quiet. The color of the crone, the wise lady of death. The promise that soon you will know something you did not know before. Some see it as a bad omen. Death of fixed thoughts or ideas. Signifies a rejuvenation on the horizon. May not be understood as a gift. Les fleurs du mal from which beauty springs. Sometimes a beautiful deep red rose will bloom from a blackened bud.

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Tue, 07 Mar 2006 05:11:50 GMT

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what is your lifes eye color and emotion *with pics*

light blue and bleeding from the pain of life
you lifes eye color is light blue and it is bleeding from the pain it has gone through but you must be strong for yourself

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and they say life becomes better with age

Sun, 05 Mar 2006 08:31:04 GMT

another one to scratch off the list. its always about not being pretty enough. not being skinny enough. not having the right hair colour. or some other lame ass excuse. and it makes me wonder whay i even bother. why am i constantly trying. its pointless. everything is pointless. maybe it is just me. maybe i'm just a fucking loser. maybe i don't belong. or maybe... maybe i'm suposed to end up like nick. a dead fucking rock star. I JUST CAN'T TAKE ALL THIS SHIT ANYMORE! and i am seriously tired of all these lame ass excuses. just tell me the fucking truth people! i know i'm not wanted. i figured that out a LONG time ago. and obviously things still haven't changed. maybe i'm too "emo" for my own good...

TASTE OF CHAOS!

Sun, 26 Feb 2006 08:42:27 GMT

they will always seem perfect when you first meet them, then once you get to know them you see them for what they truely are.
assholes.

so yea, just got home from T.O.C. it was fuckin awesome. DEFTONES FUCKING KICKED ASS! took a ton of pics for eric but not many came out too well. o well, maybe its time for me to learn how to use a camera? i can't wait to see them again. when theyre on stage you can tell how loyal their fans really are. but yea it was awesome. woulda been better if it was the 3 muskateers like last year... but hey, atleast it was still fun.

close your eyes just settle

Wed, 22 Feb 2006 13:47:12 GMT

I take a look at my parents and see how they scream and fight
My mother even tells me that she cries herself to sleep at night
Dad's gone to the bottle but he says he's doin' fine
And all my younger siblings are being raised on ugly lies
I don't wanna be like you...so I won't

Sun, 19 Feb 2006 22:05:37 GMT

"When I think of a true friend, I think of someone who really loves and cares about me. They'd make sacrifices for me, just like I would for them. Someone trustworthy, someone who I share beliefs and opinions with, someone who won't leave my side if I'm down (loyalty). A true friend is someone who won't give up on you, no matter what. Someone who wouldn't put me at risk and would keep me out of trouble, just as I would for them."

hmm

Sun, 19 Feb 2006 06:28:48 GMT

last night was awesome, i mean all week has been awesome, i met alot of people and got alot of numbers. but you ever notice the one you like more than others is the hardest to talk to. or you can talk to them, but usually you say something totally stupid. yea... that's how it was last night. he's not only a sweet guy who has all his teeth, but he's totally attractive. and quite possibly the next best thing i've ever seen compared to nick. yea, now if only i hadn't of moved.
last night was the last night i got to spend time with all the people i grew up with. tara, cat, dom, krystal, shit even my brother jason showed up, which btw was totally awesome. i dunno, i haven't even been gone a day and all ready i am totally miserable. i wish i could go back. i hate tampa, always have. and now i'm stuck here yet again. who knows, maybe i'll leave everything here and just run away back to everyone and everything i know. just me and emo. and only my bestest of friends would know where to find my fat ass. well i'm outtie. love you all muches.

this is it....

Fri, 23 Dec 2005 13:11:21 GMT

so here i lay, infront of the computer... at my mother's. soon to become home again. yay. and if you think i'm here for christmas, i'm not. grandpa luckett passed away and today is his funeral thing... whatever. i haven't slept in the past two days and i'm running on fumes. the only friend that seems to give a shit about me moving or anything is tara, although krystal cares too. i'm cold. and i'm afraid to close my eyes longer than a second. like i'm scared i'm going to miss something. but i'm not. well, maybe jennifer and justin going at it. but they always fight. that's nothing new. ira is in the living room watching television probably. and just so you know, i'm going to miss you all. and i must say thank you to cat, she got me the one thing i've wanted forever, and it's the one thing i will charish for the rest of my pathetic life. i love ya bitch. :) i love all of my friends and extended family in inverness. life just won't be the same without you peoples...
...have to get ready so we can leave. maybe i'll cyas around.

Fri, 16 Sep 2005 10:44:14 GMT

you got matt, the one thats always in a good mood
and is like always hyper

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Fri, 16 Sep 2005 10:36:49 GMT

You're hiding from reality. The world has become
somthing that you don't want to even deal with
anymore. You have built a shield around
yourself to keep out all the bad, and sometimes
it can blur your vision of all the people who
want you to come back out of your shell.
Whether you're pretending to be happy around
people when you're really not, or staying away
from the rest of the world, reality is one
thing that you're not willing to embrace at the
moment. Perhaps you feel pressured into
something that really don't want, and your mind
is your only means of escape? Just make sure
you don't let yourself miss out on great
oppourtunities. Things will get better.

What are you hiding from?
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Fri, 16 Sep 2005 10:31:11 GMT

People see nothing in your eyes. You seem to either
be indifferent about everything or are trying
to cover up a lot of pain. Your eyes have a
cold stare that can make people shiver. Try to
show a little more caring, because your hard
exterior most likely drives people away.
...stop looking at me like that...stoppit!

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Fri, 16 Sep 2005 10:21:06 GMT

Behind the Crimson Door

You love someone
alot. With all your heart maybe. And the kind
of love this person gives you...if any...hurts
you enough to maybe cause the death of you.

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Fri, 16 Sep 2005 10:01:49 GMT

You are Inuyasha and Kagome of Inuyasha!
You may not want to admit it, but you're madly in
love with each-other.

What cute couple are you?
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Fri, 16 Sep 2005 09:44:28 GMT

Your theme song is Boulavard of Broken Dreams by
Green Day. Maybe you feel you're alone in the
world or just want to be alone. Whatever it is,
it seems your best friend is your shadow.
Whether that's from past experiances or the
fear of future ones, the world may never know.

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Fri, 16 Sep 2005 09:39:42 GMT

You are The Used This band is pretty 'effing
good in my eye! The can rock hard!
Personally The lead singer (Bert)
reminds me of a monkey for some strange
reason...hmm...

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Fri, 16 Sep 2005 09:32:56 GMT

Your guy is Inuyasha. Your very lucky to get him he
is so cute!!

Who is your prefect anime guy?
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Fri, 16 Sep 2005 09:30:01 GMT

You are an assassin.
That means you are a proffessional and do your
job without mixing any emotions in it. In your
life you have probably been hurt many times and
have gotten some mental scars. This results in
you being distant from people. Though many
think that you are evil, you are not. What you
really are is a person, trying to forget your
pain and past. You are the person who never
seems to care and that is why being an assassin
fits you good. Atleast, that's what people
think. Even if you don't care that much for
your victims, you still have the ability to
care and to generally feel. It is not lost,
just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to
not get to noticed, and dress in black or other
discrete colours. You don't being in the
spotlight and wish people would just leave you
alone. But once you do get close to someone you
have a hard time letting go and get real down
if you loose him/her.

Main weapon: Sniper
Quote: "The walls we build around
us to keep out the sadness also keep out the
joy" -Jim Rohn
Facial expression: Narrowed eyes

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Fri, 16 Sep 2005 09:24:32 GMT

You commited suicide. I don't know why but the
world was just getting to be to much for you.
You felt as if even the people that sincerly
wanted to help you were only making things
worse. But now you're back because you have a
mission to fufill that you never got to finish
before. So don't give up, you're here for a
reason that you don't know about yet.

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Fri, 16 Sep 2005 08:55:07 GMT

i play roles. that's all life is, anyways. you play different roles to get what you want and make people react how you want them to. it's public relations. that's all.
why do things change? i don't want to be six or eleven again, but i wish the feeling of mom's cheek next to mine or her sitting on the edge of my bed reading to me hadn't gone away.
shit happens. what matters is whether you can deal with it or not.
having a boyfriend is nice, but it can get tired pretty quick - having somebody who wants to be with you all the time, who wants to know what you've been doing and what you've been thinking.

Sat, 10 Sep 2005 08:36:54 GMT

has there ever been something you wanted more than life itself? its like we try and try and try getting nowhere, and losing everything. and its all meaningless anymore....

happy birthday to cathy!

Thu, 08 Sep 2005 11:19:17 GMT

first and formost i must say: HAPPY FUCKING 19TH BIRTHDAY MEOW MIX! i told you i'd make your birthday the best you've ever had, and i found you a hot guy for a birthday kiss.... go me. and you of course. i'm fucking tired, and i think i want another smoke but too lazy to grab my purse. i'm exausted from work and everything else. like that old dude talking to us at huddle house for over an hour. that was painful! HaH... but atleast i got to see sebastian. he is so goreous. and ive had the ringtone from his phone stuck in my head like all day. twas awesome. maybe you can get him to give me MY birthday kiss. i'd love that! but yea anywhoo. i'll write more later, i needa get atleast a little bit of sleep if i wanna be able to function for work. LOVE YOU ALL... well most of yas. :) and i'll write more bullshit in here for yas latah!

~MuAhS~